I must have been crazy.
I just woke up from a dream that his parents got involved in an accident. The reason that woke me up was to text him whether everything was alright.
It has been such a ritual habit. Even the brain and soul does it on it’s own.
hey. just get v busy ok. that will make you forget and be happier. that is how I get through my first few months that time. I’m nt sure how cabin crew works but just make friends on flight and when landed go walk wall w them unless you want some time for yourself. that time I just cry and cry and cry and think that I’ll nt find someone better although she is nt good to begin with. although she is nt good I still hv feelings for her and tats why I will still want to look for her. I bth will text her but when I look back now, it’s all futile effort. it’s nt easy to recover until you found someone. pls believe there is someone that will appreciate you. I’m unsure that I can find someone else but at least I hv a hope tat I can. Hold on to tat and ti gong will arrange someone there for you. Hv faith and believe in tat. 好人不应该被欺负. you big girl alr, must walk forward and be brave. I can do it, so can you. In a r/s I’m nt a strong person. So if I can, you can too. 一切都有希望只要你勇敢面对。you will grow alot aft this. Trust me. There will be alot of beautiful days waiting for you to experience and I know you will enjoy each and everyone of them. 加油
为什么还不死心
The toughest part is to be able to walk out now.
As much as I want to maintain this relationship.
Nothing seems promising.
I have made a fool of myself on this valentine’s day.
Fixing a broken heart
Things got upset for e past 2 days despite it over a small issue.
Miscommunication
And I had to blurt out a sorry.
I felt it so hard.
Cried till I blackout.
Remember the first time you cried, you get all the showering of love from him.
The second time you cried, you get words of consolation from him.
The third time you cried, he wipe your tears off your face.
The fourth…
The fifth…
The sixth…
It becomes a norm to him.
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